也许这是最后的考验
当我再度遇见了你
是命运捆绑了我们
还是爱情相信了记忆

WED:
stayed over at cs house after work, had steamboat with the cals. every one was there cept for boyfren, miss her. anyway. after tat qr and i sent sa home. thn went over to qian's place. walked over to cs place after tat. we didnt realli sleep tat nite, talked a lot instead. we had a long time since we did any catching up, hahas, we talked about a few interestin topics. sometimes i realli miss school, miss the class, even the teachers and of course, my clique and my frens.we slept for a while in a camp manner. hahas.

THURS:
was damn nervous whn i woke up tat mornin, went over to suta's house to get ready. qian met us there. it was so funny wearin our sch u again. went to meet cs and the rest for breakfast and after tat we went off to get our hair extensions. it was funny cause it was a grp of 5 girls wearin sch u and gettin our hair done in streaks of purple and red and etc. it was as though we didnt bother anymore, which was kinda true. hahas. i was pract bitchin the whole time bout the results. travelled to sch and went to the hall for results.sa met us in sch. the feelin of waitin for ur results while ur principal goes on n on is simply nerve wreckin. when she announce 100% passes for hst n geog, fer and i broke into tears, all the hist girls in our class stole glances at each other. it finally cm to my turn for the results, van and brenda came to find me, so i gripped onto van and went to take my results. im happy with my grades. lols. hahas. cs, van, xian and qr came over to my place, we went to the market for food thn watched dvd.
SAT:
sis bdae. went out with van to get zara gift voucher for sis, walked around town then back to my home. van left to meet brenda and i went off to shangrila for the dinner and dance of dad's company. the theme for tat nite was mascarade. it was ok. but some stuff was damn lame, but other thn tat the food and tat nite was rather enjoyable. i got teased quite bad by my siblins though over some stuff. hahas embarassin.

SUN:
went of to work. rosalin, shawn and wei liang were workin today. had lunch brought over by dad =) slacked around much, not much customers today. then we started crappin bout my diary thing. rosalin and wei liang were damn funny luh. lols. hahas. thn we started havin a talk bout smth. hmm.... haha. there was a theory with the 40 cents ice cream and also y humans subjects tend to score better for o's

wei liang's theory: humans or eng sub norm tend to score better cause ppl have a tendency to scribble during exams, so as long as your facts are there the examiners will mark you correct or give you some marks cause they dont want to take the chance. if they dont give you the mark and instead u send the paper back to spore to check and they find out that in fact you should get a certain amt of marks there, they will be in deep shit. thn maths cant cause its all numbers most of the time, and if u scribble ur maths, lets say u write ur 6 to a 9, u straight away wrong le. agree with his theory? hahas i actually think it does make sense. hahas


my purple and red hair extensions =)

the steamboat

me and mummy <3







the days are starting to close in on me
the fear is increasing
panic is heightened to a brand new level.

okay, didnt work today so pract slacked the whole day through. went to the dentist in the morning and he was pretty nice. everything was ok so the next check up would b in half a year. walked around with mum and visited suet at the office. lols. went home and pract watched tv the whole day at home. received a sms from mummy which confirmed tat results are this fucking thurs. im damn bloody hell scared. have never been so petrified of anything in my whole life, although my parents keep sayin tat wtvr result i get doesnt matter, but...sometimes, its not abt jus fufilling your parents expectations, its also about your own future and dreams. im frightened but not so much of getting bad grades, but actually failing. everyone keeps telling me that its impossible, but i dont think so. everyone around me keeps tellin me the same sentence, "no worries, confirm can do well de, its unlikely to actually fail your o's". but the truth of the matter is, its actually not that hard for someone who hasnt been doing well academically for ages, esp for someone like me. i no that my frens n family jus tell me tat cause they dont wan me to worry and because they care, but its realli a scary experience, countin the days towards that day. scared of wad expression mrs leong will actually give me, i no im over reactin but...., mayb im havn the jitters, i no everyone will have them but my case seems to b extreme. haix. ive been havin weird dreams everynite since last wk abt the stupid results. lols. 3 more days to go.







im feeling as though im losing touch with reality
everything is blurred and out of proportion.
am i in a dream or is this reality,
i cant tell anymore.

worked today at orchard. felt a lil guilty towards sis cause its her party today but im off workin. but unfortunately, i cant help it. not a lot of ppl workin today at the hub though. lols. lunch was at the lucky plaza chicken rice stall with joy, pretty nice. im seriously gna increase in weight severely if i continue eating like this everyday. slacked pract the whole day today. same lame jokes and did same lame stuff but other thn tat not much. o ya, sis brought dnner for me to office. tx =) qq and i were eatin and like temptin joy. hahas psps. msged dear. after wards home thn was surrounded by relatives the moment i reached home. seirously bombarding me with questions bout work, schl, life and relationship. cut the cake with sis.yea, tats pretty much today. hm.. results are released in another 4 days, many doubts and fears are facing me right now, my parents tell me the same thing, that im thinkin too much, but i rather think of the worst case scenarios now rather thn on the day itself, tat will be damn scary. lols. freakin terrified now. lols.







some pics =)











sometimes its not so easy to just forget.
you do everything you can to ignore those emotions
but somehow, you get nostalgic in the process.

i am damn fcking pissed can. fck luh. i was on the way home after dinner with manda tan n on the mrt and fcking bast was pressing his damn cock on me. agreed that the mrt was like crowded but there was sufficient space for him, not a lot but enough to not lean his whole bloody body on me. whn the next stop came i jus turned and stared at him thn he jus backed off. fck, he should have done tat long ago can. lols. its ppl like him tat makes everyone have stereotypes and prejudices. lols. anyway, watin for my anger to cool dwn before i con to blog bou the rest of today.

ok, i cooled dwn. hahas lols. anyway, this mornin worked at orchard. met a few nasty customers but other thn tat was ok. found out tat the food at lucky plaza is like rather nice. rosalin was so cute today can, she totally cracked me up with like one of her impersonations. hahahs i laughed so hard thn customers were like starin at me. anyway, yong sheng came and he was damn lame can, i was keepin the url of rosalin blog, so he asked me wad i was doin. thn he said he has a blog and he wrote dwn for me, he ended up writin blk 673. -.-" lols. o ya, eric was damn funny with his wu ahong xian dance and kevin was argueing against the fact that he was actually a undercover police. it was a damn funny convo can. hahhas anyway, i did a analysis(profession n nicknames) on the ppl workin there today, wad kind of profession i would have guessed they worked as if they i didnt no they were workin at ocbc. hm... im thinkin tat i think i'll miss those ppl workin there whn i stop workin. the ppl there are all realli nice and friendly there, despite some of them being lame and stuff, but you can realli tell they are nice ppl.o yea, after work, we saw this dman cute Caucasian baby. he had super big eyes can. and he had a dreamy smile, he is onli 8 mths old. hahhas

(no offense)
joy: schl teacher
rosalin: ballet teacher
lynn: piano teacher
eric: police/ wu xhong xian lookalike.
dave: pe teacher/ comic book artist
kevin: teddy bear seller/ looks like one of my teddy bear








some people run right into the fire
and some people hide their every desire
but we are the lovers if you don't believe me
then just look into my eyes
cos the heart never lies

woke up early but was late mainly because i was addicted to why why love and had to fin watchin it before i could budge to leave the house, but.. manda was late too cause she over slept. hahas. went international plaza and met up with may n cs during their lunch break. thn off to the job agencies with manda. we pract searched the whole building till we found like the perfect agency or smth. hahas lols. thn off to twn for lunch. went to meet up with suet first.said hi to her, roslind, joy and yong sheng. manda n i went to grafitti cafe for lunch and met up with a huge grp of stc juniors who kept starin at us. we got so irritated tat we kept starin back at them till they left. thn i realised, amongst one of them was a guide. lol. bound to have some gossips.delia and roshini couldnt make it so we postponed out meetin.

went to find suet again and chatted with them. hahas, van came to find us there. yong sheng was speaking bout the heart but he pointed to his ribs instead so i asked manda where it is and he said, no need be so precise la. hahhas he cracks me up. chatted for a while thn we left. off to borders, thn far east thn taka and whisma. we were bein totally lame like the whole time. had a whole story of regurgitating chicken rice which was damnit funny and gross. hahas lols. thn back to find suet they all again to go back tgt. thn whn we left i gt duped. ys asked me to hold the cream puff for him, so i did cause i thought he wanted take smth or wad, thn he ran off, so i had to bring it home. thn i was scolded for bein gullible by thm. hahhaas. nvm ba. thn met amanda and went to meet vanessa's ahem**. hahas








mornin met xian and sa and off to school. met up with vanessa and crystal. gave them their cookies. after clearing the haunted house thng went to xian's place. then off to town. visited suet and joy. met with wc. we went for lunch at food republic. xchanged presents his present was an absolute dear. talked, ate thn off to starbucks. thn he had to go off for rehearsal. thn went off to far east and did major shoppin. gt 2 shirts. one brown top and another purple one tat says, im a skinny bitch. hahas ok i no its lke nt true but its a nice shirt. lols. thn met up with may and cs and had our chicken rice thn van came. shopped more and home.


hey, i know im not very good with expressing myself and stuff but ily. hahas. its our anni and realli thanx for everythin so far, im thankful for the 6 days drama camp cause it led me to you. you were my friend when i really needed you and that led to more. we've been through some stuff cause of some ppl but i think that will jus make us stronger. i know you will support me and vice versa. those stars are smth that i realli hope you like, dont worry that wad you gave me will be smth that i wont like, cause i'll like wdvr that's from you. hahas ok mushy, but... ily <3








these violent delights have violent ends
and in their triumph die, like fire and powder
which, as they kiss, consume.

SAT:
work yst was super borin. hahas the branch manager was real nice and friendly, but still, workin at the city link branch is jus a bore. thanx to bro for bein my "personal maid" yst. dinner at the jap cafe at city link. prefer workin at orchard.

SUN:
work at orchard branch today. hahas. reahced and went to buy star paper. need to fold 365. hm.. thn off t work, met cassie, she's nice. ok, shall give a brief overall of everyone at work yea.
(girls): cassie: a lil older thn the rest but realli nice, may seem fierce at times though but real nice.
lynn: didnt talk much to her but she seems nice enough
joy: i think she's really pretty and the nicest one there i think, the one i interacted with the most too since fri, hahas she's a guide too =) hahas. she's been a big help to me, if not ill seriously have no idea wad im doing.

(guys): eric: i rmb him for "peepin" at my diary on fri and askin me to sit, hahas but he is real nice and friendly, thought he was bro with the wei ming. hahas he is gd at foldin stars too, surprise surprise.
kevin:he is super nice, rmb from fir and also he is the taurus. hahas, taught him hw to fold stars, he could grasp it quite fast.
wei ming: didnt talk much to him but he seems friendly.
wei liang: looks alike with yong sheng but he's nice. at first i thought he was fierce cause he had black face but after a while, i found that he was realli nice and stuff. hahas.
yong sheng: he is super friendly and nice. apparently he is the "tm" hahhas i got bluff by him, he seems to be realli cheeky and stuff but actually, from wat i saw today, he's actually reali nice, funny and entertaining. when everyone was so tired or bored, he made funny cracks and stuff and the whole room will laugh. hahhas.

thats bout everyone who worked today. hahas. they are all nice ppl and realli lively, made the mundane day pass by real fast, and somehow, workin didnt seem so boring. sat quite a lot today. hahas they all helped me with the star foldin and many topics were said durin the convo, apparently, one of the guy, i shall not mention who is from my sch and cca. which is a girl sch and guides. hhhaas. but its been an interestin day, makes workin at the orchard branch ok, unlike the city link one, dreading it now even. its so boring at the city link branch. hahas anyway, off day tmr, shall enjoy it to the fullest.







pics from serene centre. ice cream date <3












some say the world will end in fire,
some say in ice.
from what ive tasted of desire
i hold with those who favor fire.
but if i had to perish twice,
i think i know enough of hate
to say that for destruction ice
is also great, and would suffice.

went to sch today to meet van. funniest thing happened, met angel and melissa, so far they havent seen me outside sch u, so whn they saw me walk past, they were shocked. thn angel came up to me and said.

angel: u no jus now, i saw ur back view, i thought, wa so lady, thn turn around, thn i realised is you.
me: so are u insultin me or complimenting me?
angel: complimentin la.

hahas lols, somehow i find i was insulted instead. hahhas lols. went over to nyp for open hse with van, called up roshini and delia and met them. hahas they brought us aorund the campus, first to the food sciences, thn to nursing. the food sciences was ok, but i swore, van n i was quite lost and delia and the other guy had to like explain over and over again. hahhas. thn over to nursing, roshini was like lost can, we went up n dwn the lift. hahas apparently, there is a haunted row of classrooms. freaky. hahas. and apparently, delia and roshini have boyfriends in the form of skeletons. hahhahas. funny. after tat went to sit with roshini and her friends. hahas i seriously think **** ahem..... hahhas. roshini, u should understand wad i mean. hahhas. delia came to find us and the 3 of us went for dinner at amk hub. as usual, our dinner was a long one, hahhas but had fun, been workin these few days so finally, my day off is a relaxed and fun one today. hahhas. my heel broke, so i plucked it out, then they were laughin at me cuase i walked one leg unbalanced to the other. i looked so weird can. hahas lols.
thn apparently, i managed to fix my heel, so it was ok le. thn while we were eatin at the ramen place, van suddenly asked, how to spell guarantee, so we wrecked our brains till we finally rmb. hahas lols

thn back home, but on the trip back, there was this super weird indian ah pek starin at us, at first, he was staring at a grp of girls wearin shorts, thn after they left, he diverted his attention to us, whn we were standin he look at us, thn have 3 seats opp him, so delia ask us sit, thn she block us from him, he was starin at van n her uni n stuff, thn he like kept smilin to himself can.crazy horny bast.damn weird la, then he kept starin and starin till he left. weirdo. hm.. workin tmr again, cant wait till nxt mon, wed n thurs. my onli off days. hahas






sometimes u face promises and lies, you try to believe them,
but deep down, you know they're not true.
you fall in love and try to think positively,
but deep down, you know they're not true.
the ache the heart has to face is unbearable,
the pain thrown in your face is unmistakable.
ths is what happens to those who fall in love.
in the end, its all a fucked up mistake.








TUES:
first day of work, super tirin, standin for 9 hrs straight, workin for ocbc can b real borin sometimes, cuase i workin for the redemption counter, so until there is someone there to redeen stuff, i pract have nothin to do but stare at the faces of ppl walkin by. saw delia, thn called her. luckily met her, if nt, ill still have thought nyp open house is like nxt wk, thn she corrected me thn i realised i confused nyp with ngee ann. hahas lols, still thinkin if should go open hse on thurs though, havin day off. after work went food republic with suet n manda tan for dinner. super late dinner. had kimchi, hahas, cravin.

TODAY:
work today was at city link so had to reach earlier, so whn i reached, i bought 1 bk form mph despite the other 2 that i alr brought. hahas i enjoy bein a bkworm sometimes, and whn i gt nth to do, i gtta read away. hahhas. lols. even lesser customers today though, read fin all my bks, onli thing better tday was i gt to sit instead, hahhas lols. o yea, a bunch of acs boys were sooo annoyin jus nw, puposely create trouble de, make so much noise thn ask so many redundant qstions, thn i asked, do ur have ocbc acc, they dont have, ask for fun. lols, wth. still did a lot of stupid stuff, but after ignorin them they went to find smth else to entertain them i guess. haha lols. manda tan came to find me at 6 n we slaced till 830 till work was over. chnged thn met manda ng for dinner at pepper lunch. again, salmon pepper lunch = <3.>

valentine's day/6:32 AM

Wednesday, January 02, 2008

today was quite a fun day. mornin went to sch to collect the award thingy, thn went to his sch to find him. funny, when i went the mrt station to meet him, i saw him n his fren went toilet so i waited outside for him, thn there was this bunch of ah bengs tat were super irritatin. thn met up with him thn went to whisma. went to food republic for lunch thn off to lucky plaza so he could buy his shoes. ahhas i found my eclipse book at kino, super happy can. hahhas. he went to g mask his hone so we sat den at starbucks to talk. after which we went to buy my book thn collect his phone. went back to sch after tat to help guides with the paintin thingy. island creamery tmr~ hahas.

valentine's day/5:23 AM

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS:
1) love him
2) to keep in touch with CALS and MU NAI YI's
3) to put an effort in my studies
4) try to listen to my parents
5) to be as happy as i can.
6) to be contented.

valentine's day/8:41 AM

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